Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Speech Day rehearsal today sucked. Big time.
Cus of the Part B's and Part A's. Sigh, cant u guys not screw up for once? Wad nonsense excuses..." I forgot to bring my uniform", "I brought the wrong one.", " I tot No.3 was the green color one."
Please lor, I told u guys the day before wad to bring and wad not to bring. And u still can gimme this shit.
Our standard's dropping, and both me and Chin Boon feel the urge to wanna change dat. So much that I actually saw Chin Boon shout, and boy was he pissed. VS Air has gone through this stage where the standard drops non-stop. After Sir Shiraj, I wanna be the batch that kick-starts VS Air to greater heights and recognition. Cheesy I noe, but wad to do?
Away with the emo stuff, now with serious business. We pumped them today, and dat made us so damn pissed. Ok emo corner...
I din really wanna do it to them, but when u actually see their standard, I felt so worried for them. Wad if we had to close down? No way man. And it made me so embarassed to let other CCas see our standard. It greatly reflected upon us, the seniors. So I had to do something about it, to save both VS Air, and my face.
One thing dat made me really reflect alot was when the other time Bryan said to me:" Being Air USM is nothing much, but the responsibilties of a USM is still there."
So wrong Bryan, so wrong. Just because we dun perform, doesn't mean we slack. It made me pissed la. But it was a wake-up call for me. And I wanna make it into a thing where being USM in Air actually makes u a real, as in REALLY REALLY bigshot in VS. A recognised person where other people will go "WOW! USM of VSAir?! U must be damn capable man!" that sort of thing. Same goes for any other posts.
Sigh, I really need the strength to be able to pull this off. Support me.
11:13 PM